Playing league and trying to become the best .)
I hurted her so much. And i didnt even realise it…
So its like i thought….i am a bad person and i dont deserve her :) Shes too awesome for me :)
Marilla if ur reading this…i love you from the bottom of my heart and i will always love you because every second i can talk to you,write with you or even play with you is the most awesome second in the world :)
Im sorry for being such an idiot. Please forgive me..
One time i promised Marilla to draw her something. Just for her.
I know that by showing this drawing she would be mad,because i am showing this to other people and not only for her but i wanted to show you guys one of the best moments of me and Marilla :) The moment when we were together as a gamer couple in a local gaming place and she was raging so hard,so i standed up and hugged her from behind. Her raging stopped and she became quiet..i could feel her blushing and her fast heartbeat..
I swear to god that was one of my happiest moments. Why? Because i was standing next to the girl who means the world to me and i could make her even for a second happy :)
Why am i thinking about her so much even though she doesnt deserve it and doesnt give a shit?